[murphyv310]

Hi.
Many here will remember that I lost my wife of 30 years in January. After the loss I was not at all good, I fell into depression, had no reason to live and just continually worked around the home to keep my mind off things. The children had returned to their respective jobs and I didn't see them much as they said the house reminded them of their mum. Driving my 2014 Panda gave me awful feelings as Anne had actually liked its colour and it was the one I bought. I replaced the car with a Red Panda Cross and at least the awful feelings went, This was in early May.
Although I lost my Christian beliefs many years ago I prayed constantly for release and out of the the blue I met a 46 year old Kenyan woman who I never would have believed she was 46 rather thought she was 30. She shone like a bright light to me, very beautiful in both body and mind and a born again Christian. the last few months have been a roller coaster, the love I receive and the love we share is literally mind blowing. She has helped me through all my grief and despair and has brought new life into me. We got engaged two months ago and will marry on the 3rd of August.



Sadly my two step kids want nothing to do with her nor me for that matter, my own child from my marriage to Anne is also being difficult and has told me I am mentally ill. Well that is rubbish, I have a full bill of clean health from my GP who is so pleased for us and has told me that all he wants is his patients good health and has said I look better than I have for many years.



So i am praying for a long and happy life with my amazing and beautiful Judy.